KolonG "Love will find you, one day"

After long long away of waiting, "love finally meet us when we believe in faith". 6 years only know and talk in phone, from the time he just single till married with a girl. yeah...he's married. I though that love finds us belongs in a story book, not in real life. People need to work to get results in real life, so nothing really finds us. We have to go out and find it. This is the same for romance. But days seemed on our side, suddenly "My Rock Star" in front of me, it was 1st of July when we have nothing to say but keep staring, no words come along, and he just hold my hand, in public.
I believe that I should grab hold of an opportunity if it arises. if I want to find love, I know gotta put myself out here. I gotta work hard to maintain it and if things end, I gotta pick myself up and try again. its all hard work I knew, but at the end of the day, I know love never enough as the world say another faith.
But just can't do anything, we only follow the night, first night, second night, third night, to be with, to hold with, to kiss with and flying in bed with, nothing can't do but follow, cause we know when we separate, we do back to our life selves. He's got wife and beautiful kid to long life, I've got my boy and I love him as well.

Now we just accepted the reality and continue life, even when he said, "wish I marry you and you're mine"
Love will find you in different way, one day. And when we know we can be the one, but only feel, there's a faith.

[to MyRockStar, July 2012]

KolonG "Follow Your Heart"

He said love me with all his heart. But he never told a Single soul. I secretly loved him too. But he thought I would never have a chance with him. it was new years eve 2012 at "La Plancha" double 6 Bali, after 4 months we knew and finally he flew away from Bandung just for us met. I asked him what he think of me and he said I'm not his type. I found my self down and never built my feeling.
That night he followed way to club. I didn't know what to do. Night just flew and i saw how he can't away from me. What a wonderful days we passed in Bali, I just do the best thing to company him as a best homer, no flirt no hard feeling no expectation. And he said that I'm a good man. When he got home he felt real bad about what he had done to me. many convention. Asking any possibility to fix, offered sincerely love. So he decided to go to to my heart's house to tell he was sorry and that he wish I'm hims.

When he got my heart knocked on the door I have nothing to do to answered.

I know he don't miss me but miss my attention, whatever I have to stop my attention just giving him some lesson.  I just want he know that "Don't wait to until the last minute to tell someone how you really feel. Because it just might be too late. And don't always go by what your friends say, follow your heart."

Now time had passed by, and people already learn that love is just love, not only see the "Look"